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i love counterstrike.
need for speed.
xbox.
niggers
and raping little children
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Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
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LIKE OMG THERES LIKE THE BLACK RAINING PARADE ON MY BLOODY CHRISTMAS STORY DIES. IS PLAYING TOMORROW CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT SHIT?
shut the fuck up.
you're fucking ugly.
and i'm sick of seeing all these fucking worthless pictures on this shit (siobhan x cluded). than again i should probably just delete people.. but then where would the fun in that be??
and oh shitt... another WRX? Whats uP????? this ones sick....!!
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Sunday, February 15th, 2004
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Yo, some nights we got so drunk
Its like we miss the feeling
Of a never ending headache
And a spinning ceiling
The sob story of an alcoholic
On his hands and knees
Praying to that porcelain toilet
Whether behind bars or in front of ?scars?
We use medicine to numb the rap ?bar?
I might tell you something that'll change your death
Pain kills the life
Pleasure loves the breath
Ox I ?compel?
I'll spit this in hell
With L's hanging off my body
And no ice cooler
Every rhyme I write
Is civilize my future wife
Breaking her water
In a time without order
Yo, chaos is born
A seance is spawned
And I resurrect like ?beings?
That resemble red ?dawns?
I guess that's why I was born
To recognize the beauty of a rose's thorn
And learn from the strife of a soul that's torn
To be forewarned
Just to be forearmed
So let that thought settle
As we backpeddle
Through the seven seas of info
That'll crush your ego
Some of us pop pills and snort coke
To pain kill
Some of us rap drugs and bear witness
Cause life's ill
Y0, but true happiness comes from within
You can't rely on a substance
Look at addiction for instance
And in an instance
You'll wake up out of that
Requiem for a Dream
But you still caught it in the rectum
Right here trapped in the box
Thinkin'
Rap's all I got
Smoke too much pot
Bones with ?chromes? twisted in knots
Cold vein with thoughts
Bubbling hot
Stoned in the bedroom
Writin' this poem
Off the phone
Caught a head rush
Smoke clouded my dome
At the end of my ropes
Writing these notes
Hopin' to float
On what is bullshit
Pull spliffs ?flowin' to Goats?
The sky's the limit
Stay powered vision
Visualize the body righteous
Lost cipher
The mind's wisdom
Helped me through life's transitions
I'm in a tight position
Hungry-ass shit flippin'
With no sex or ?wretch ?
This stress got my chest a mess
Breathless
I'm vexed
Trying to escape out of the depths
Of hell's nest
So i rest inhale
The ?tone and bless?
And let the stress exhale
Through clouds of cess
My mind foggy
And body wet
Poppin' shotties
Shot straight through the nostril
Cloudy with thoughts of ill type menageries
When pops used to tell me
"it wasn't like this
with drugs and sex
up in my day",
But poppy
Shit really changed
Yo niggaz is losing their minds
And I can't really blame them
I'm losing my brain
In these times
And I'm ?angered? with hangovers
Ready to ride off a cliff with a Range Rover
Like I was fuckin' Thelma & Louise
And if I had a trigger I would squeeze
But ?leave?
Blow my whole head off and bleed
Trying to get that same feeling
Every day pain killing
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Thursday, February 12th, 2004
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soooo life is way chill right nowww... just chillin got some physical therapy, brewski's herb .. school.. night school physical therapy and shitttt. probation over with in march, in august/september the settlements coming in and im getting the fuckkk out of here.
but for now i think ill just smoke a lot and make fun of all you dumb ass fucks who sit around and watch the oc and slut yourself out "and like oh my god my boyfriend is so much better than yours"...
GREAT. thats amazing shut the fuck up.
robbie lawler april 2nd, WHATS UP. he's going to ownnn that shit. i'm a blonde now too by the way.. take a look..
later
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Thursday, February 5th, 2004
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youre all a bunch of losers. honestly
there are a few people on here that used to be my friends, but honestly i could give a fuck less if you jump off a cliff and hit your head on a sharp rock. it's just funny to read your shit and think what a loser you are.
it's chill though i'm not into this fuckin shit anymore, im just into chillin drinkin, smokin, and not dealing with fucking drama...
even though some broad keeps callin up my cellphone, under a blocked number hahaha real fuckin scary bro.
how bout you call me up, ill give you my address and you can come over and tell me to watch my back. hahaa k im doooooone i dont fucking know i gotta crush on this kid whos i.q is pretty goddamned low.. fuckkkkkkkkkkkk ettt.
UFC 46 OPINIONS
was fuckin gay dude, honestly like wtf. i cant believe matt hughes lost his welterweight championship to BJ PENN. jesus christ, but rumors are that he lost 20 lbs before the weigh ins just to drop back down to that weight class. fucking ag, as for frank mir and wes sims, highly entertaining fight.. not because of any talent issues or anything just because it was fucking hilarious watching wes be a huge dude in red shorts. lee murrrrray talks a lot of shit i would like to see him and tito fight hahaha.. that would be fun. i am looking forward to the next ufc, indefinately... VITOR VS RANDY .. that was fucking bullshit i've never been so bummed out in my life, it ended that early and they still didnt even replay the pre lim fights, really pissed me off. im sick of all these fucking injuries with the fights they need to get some new doctors or some shit, because it's seriously getting to the point of pissing me the fuck off....
seriously WTF
i love robbie lawler so it's all good.
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Saturday, January 31st, 2004
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Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
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id have to say training is going amazing
my body is getting in better and better shape every day..
its wonderful,
and being soar is definately worth it.
cuzzi sesh tonight :)
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Sunday, January 11th, 2004
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Saturday, January 10th, 2004
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PEACH SNOPSS IS GOING OFFFFFF
fuck yeah
i miss mo, honestly i wish she were here right now with me :(
p.s ...
I FUCKING RULE
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i'd have to admit that my last entry was definately an odd one...
i was in a very weird mood yesterday. geesh. ha ha i dont know what to write really i just am excited for the weekend ... and next week shouldbe a good week as well.
i love my friends my family and excessive force.
<3 thankx
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Friday, January 9th, 2004
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im in the worst mood ever and it rules
i need a fucking cigarette i dont give a fuck
i figure if i move to louisville i can just go up to cincinatti to train, that'd still be pretty sweet. i broke my toe when a frozen burrito fell on it. sick eh?
it's the weekend and im taking it fucking easy.
go eat a dick you fucking pricks.
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why the hell is myspace saying i have no new messgaes? and that the last message i had was dec. 24th
this is bullshit.......where is my internet life supposed to go? FUCK THAT
oh and if you already dont have me added on myspace
do it
karinturner2003@yahoo.com
thnx<3
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
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"oh she went out with so and so, dont hang out with her"
i'm moving to louisville kentucky.
see ya
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Monday, January 5th, 2004
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fuck last night was random went to cobalt fuckin conoga fuck saw bands and shit saw lots of people fucking martine is the greatest man alive, just thouhgt i'd let you all know anyways good to see randoms, and fucking ryan ... ha ha a fight and being squished in the corner was good as well.
then on to 82 ha ha where a bouncer fell in love with me, let me in for free and didnt mark up my hands and told me to go drink wild.
met brandan, saw ryan wilson and felt weird because i knew him since lil lil girls and boys club ahahha oh well. saw justin jolly that crazy fuck kept stealing my hat... hahhaa and kelly osbourne.. so random she looks diff. in person oh welll fuckk
followed nimz and jake to jake's house hung out with random peeps saw his cats get fucked up on catnip....
stayed there till 4 hahaha went and got del taco and visited martine in whittierrrrr, shit's fucked man.
got home at 6, got ready for school and here i am fuck this shit mark says im disgustingly tan and i just want a boyfriend i feel like im on crack and i met a hot firefighter. lifes random.
a day of school and shit some traning and shit and lots of fucking sleeping
p.s matt l.a is fucking hot. the end.
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Sunday, January 4th, 2004
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it really bums me out when youve had a bad night and are just dealing with shit that really gets you down..
and people flake on you. when you need them the most theyre not around.
i'm not talking about anyone imparticular.
it's just sort of something that happens to me more than one person at a time.
i'm sick of it, i really am.
you want to be my friend? be there all the time, not just when it's conveniant for you.
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
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| Time: | 8:13 pm. |
| Mood: | unloved. | | Music: | all american rejects- #2. |
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i want to fall in love,
so that i can listen to all my cds and relate it just to them.
and be in love
thanks, someone fall in love with me. quick
xo
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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
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so last night i hung out with ben and all of his friends and i just felt extremely akward, not counting the fact we were in a del taco parking lot until all hours of the morning.. ew reminds me of old times.
at least i got to watch the earth crisis dvd and play with his cats...
last night i had a crazy dream that i was in the fbi, and was in love with my boss who happened to be asian.. i didn't want to wake up, it was amazing.. and i don't even know why.
so steve and i were supposed to go to best buy and buy dvds but he had to be at work at 5 so we settled for target. i bought akira and dirty dancing.. along with an all american rejects cd. ha ha they are so amazing :( i lost their cd but now i have it again. w00t.
i dont know what the hell is going on tonight, but i really dont want to sit in. fuck it.
p.s i put robbie lawler on my answering machine <3 so in love.
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Thursday, January 1st, 2004
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so my last entry was drunken pissed off karin, ha ha so i deleted it. all and all new years was pretty fuckin dope. sparks and a lot of vodka, some people that i thought that hated me... treating me nicely. but the end of the night came down in drama. oh well at least i got to drink and make up for past time <3
fuck yeah,
hope everyone had a good one as well.
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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
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) Using band names, spell out your name:
Kiss it goodbye
Adamantium
Radiohead
Ink and Dagger
Neurosis
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? dunno.
3) What song makes you cry? soilwork-distortion sleep
4) What song makes you happy? disembodied- dislocation
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? anything morrissey/ the shins
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: k.
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? gwen stefani, lisa anderson, my mom.
8) First album you ever bought? shit if i know.
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: where do i begin?
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'4
HAIR COLOR: brown
SKIN COLOR: white
EYE COLOR: green
PIERCINGS: none
TATTOOS: nope
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: denim
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: lovage- to catch a thief.
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: air?
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: fuckin freezin.
HOW ARE YOU? delerious.
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: a few..
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yes, but the irritation never dies.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: love to.
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: extreme surgery
CONDITIONER: soy milk shit. soo good.
BOOK: harry potter. where the wild things are.
MAGAZINE: thrasher? maxim.
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: raspberry iced tea.
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: gin&juice.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: kill stuff.
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: unbroken
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yep
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: nope =x
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: ?
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yeah.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: of course. i'm still makin up for that shit.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: shower, for like 5 seconds.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: nope
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: nope.
GIRLFRIEND: nah
SEXUALITY: comfortable.
CHILDREN: nope
CURRENT CRUSH: no thanks.
BEEN IN LOVE?: no.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: definately.
BEEN HURT?: yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: fuck it all and no fuckin regrets.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: probably.
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: grimlock/morrissey/turmoil
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: white
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: funny people. nachos.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: my mom.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: no clue
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: [?] mark.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: hang out/ sleep. eat. music, consume.
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: couple weeks ago.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: oh shit! last week <3 sohappy.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: all the time.
THING YOU PURCHASED: movie ticket.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: american choppers
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: last samurai
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: pro choice.
TEENAGE SMOKING: meh. i dont care
SPICE GIRLS: boobs
DREAMS: $$$
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